Musing about K’ara

When I was conducting the interviews with Q’ero paqos back in 1996, they spoke about k’ara, which Quechua translator Riccardo Valderrama, don Juan Pauqar Espinosa and Joan - book interviews - 1996excited the anthropologists who were there. They had not heard this term before, and so they probed the Q’ero for more information. What we learned is that they make a distinction between two energies in a person’s or spirit being’s energy body: k’ara and sami. In this post, we take a deep dive into k’ara and its significance.

The distinction the Q’ero paqos made is that sami (the light living energy, the life-force energy) is the essence of a person, and k’ara is the visible manifestation of their sami and thus of their essence. For example, k’ara is what we see when we say that a sixth-level person literally glows. The Andean qanchispatañan is an upward progression of development of human consciousness. A sixth-level human being is one who is enlightened. The meaning of “enlightened” is two-fold: the quality of the person’s consciousness is such that they create no hucha (heavy energy) and the characteristic that identifies an enlightened person is that they visibly glow. With k’ara, we now have an explanation for that characteristic: the glow is the visible sami essence—the k’ara—of the person.

Not everything has k’ara. The paqos insisted that we “ordinary” people do not have k’ara. Of course we have a sami essence: we are light living energy and we all have an Inka Seed (which is our Spirit, a drop of God/the Mystery). But, according to these Q’ero paqos, we don’t have k’ara. Our essence not of sufficient quality or power to become visible. The extrapolation from this information is that we don’t have what is commonly called an aura. Some nature spirits do, as I will discuss below, but more of us do not.

Simply from this minimal amount of information, we can determine that k’ara can be thought of in two ways: 1) as the inherent high-quality power of a person and 2) as the visible manifestation of that quality and power. The paqos told us that as a power, k’ara can be invoked and utilized. Juan Pauqar Flores explained that a paqo or spirit being who has k’ara can share it with us. By using their k’ara, we can dofull-moon ring glow Pixabay cropped -2055469_1920 things, such as heal. (To understand the following quotation, you need to know a bit about the paqo he uses as an example: don Andres Espinosa. He was deceased by the time of our interview, but had been one of the top Q’ero paqos. In fact, he was a rare kind of paqo—a chunpi paqo, which is a specialized kind of paqo known for having especially powerful healing skills.) Don Juan Pauqar Flores said, “The moon has k’ara. The apus have k’ara, and by calling the k’ara of an apu you can heal a person. Don Andres Espinosa healed diseases by invoking the k’ara of the apu. The apu has more k’ara than a paqo. My master, Andres Espinosa, healed by invoking the k’ara of the condor and the apu. But I do not believe that ordinary men have k’ara.” The other Q’ero paqos concurred: “Only great men [or women] have k’ara.”

The larger discussion was difficult to understand for many reasons, but don Juan Nuñez del Prado came to feel that an accurate interpretation of what the Q’ero were saying overall is that all beings have k’ara, but most of us have too much hucha (energetic heaviness) for that light to shine through our field and become visible. Great men [and women], however, are those who have mastered their personal energy and stepped up the qanchispatañan of conscious development. The quality of their essence is such that they have visible k’ara and can share their power with others.

According to the Q’ero, the same dynamic holds true for nature beings and spirit beings: some have k’ara and some do not. For example, although there was confusion and even disagreement among the Q’ero, the ultimate consensus was that only the lead condor, the condor apuchin, has k’ara, while the rest of the Condorcondors in the group do not. There was further disagreement about whether the k’ara of the condor apuchin glowed red or white (with white being the likely color). The k’ara as the visible energy of the apus comes in different colors, according to that apu’s “quality,” which we took to mean power. The highest quality energy is white, followed in descending order by red, yellow, and black. The k’ara of an apu alsorelates to its dominant capacity. One apu’s essence might be to confer healing, whereas a different apu’s specialty might be to help resolve family problems.

What I took all of this to mean for those of us practicing the tradition is that our ayni connection (reciprocal energy exchange) is not to a spirit being itself as an outer form but to its inherent power. That might seem obvious, but it is a good reminder, for I have seen plenty of students mistake form for function. As an example, we are not so much connecting to an apu itself as a mountain or whatever form it takes (not all apus are mountains). Our connection is to the apu’s quality and power: its k’ara is what we call to us and the apu shares with us. We invoke, receive, and use its k’ara, and when it shares that with us, we can do things we might not otherwise be able to do. We get beyond form to function. The apu (or whatever spirit we are connecting with) is first and foremost a source of power. To “carry the k’ara” of something, as the Q’ero paqos characterized this kind of ayni, means to be with it, to be connected with or resonating with it its essence, so that its power is accessible to us and can be used. Therefore, we can refine the two meanings of k’ara: it refers both to the quality of a human being’s or spirit being’s power and the availability of that power to be shared.

If that interpretation is even halfway correct, it has a few significant ramifications. One that I will call out here is that it means we should never hesitate to reinforce our own personal power with that of a more developed paqo or spirit being, both of whom presumably have k’ara. This view is supported by something don Juan Nuñez del Prado said once: if a paqo (an Andean or non-Andean who practices the tradition) has more power than us or even claims to have more power than us, we can take some of his or her sami to empower ourselves (if we feel we need empowerment). We don’t have to ask permission. That person is a source of power for others. But if a person is the same level as us or lower, no! We cannot partake of his or her power.

A final musing is about ayni dynamics. When we are in ayni with a paqo, nature being, or spirit being with k’ara, what is happening? From what the Q’ero paqos said, we are touching their core essence and they are sharing that essence (quality and power) with us. Is something different happening in our ayni with a being who does not have k’ara? My guess is that it is: we are simply sharing a resonant field we have set up between our poq’pos (energy bodies). Although we may not be accessing their essence directly, we can be empowered just by being resonant with their poq’po—with their karpay, which is the power they have available to share at the moment. Of course, this is all speculation. Yet perhaps these are musings that help us understand at a deeper level what we are doing as practitioners of “driving the kawsay” (the life-force energy) and being in ayni with human beings, and nature and other kinds of spirit beings. Q’ero paqos, and other paqos of the Andes, acquire knowledge and understanding through yachay—personal, firsthand experience. Maybe our knowing about k’ara can motivate us to refine our perceptual abilities so that we can begin to detect it and have our own firsthand experience of it. For, as don Juan says, don’t believe a word I say. That is willay, which is secondhand knowledge. Instead, we must find out for ourselves. We must practice and become the masters of ourselves through our own experiences. Then we can decide for ourselves how we can best honor the quality and level of power that is k’ara, and we can learn how to use it for what we most need or want to do when it is shared with us. And, of course, we might even realize, despite what the Q’ero paqos say, that we have k’ara ourselves.

The Supernatural

“Good luck is science not yet classified; just as the supernatural is the natural not yet understood.”

— Elbert (Green) Hubbard, Writer, Artist, Philosopher

When we talk about the mystical (paña, or right-side of the Andean path) and the magical (lloq’e, or left-side of the Andean path) we are talking about perception and experience (paña) and action in the world (lloq’e). But the description of the left side as “magical” prompts many people to wonder about how the supernatural fits into the ecology of our energy environment. How common is it to experience supernatural events when we are in ayni (reciprocity) with the living universe? Should we expect to have them? How should we relate to them when they do occur? Here I offer up for consideration some of the ways I answer these questions.

The word “supernatural” comes from roots meaning “above” or “beyond” nature. Something supernatural is inexplicable because it defies known natural laws, and thus some scientists would say that belief in the possible and impossible keys show optimism and positivitysupernatural is inexcusable—it is “magical thinking.” Yet, I prefer to think of what is called the “supernatural” not as inexplicable but as anomalous. Something that is an anomaly deviates from the normal, known, or expected. Science itself progresses because of anomalies, which hover on the border of the known and unknown. They not only draw attention but often beg for explanation. Discoveries frequently are made because during an experiment some parameter deviates from the likely or expected result or range, and then the scientists engage their curiosity and keep probing. Sometimes that probing leads to a eureka moment—something that was formerly unknown becomes known. Over time, it may become accepted and even incorporated into the mainstream. What was once above or beyond nature reveals itself to be an aspect of nature.

The crown jewel of such a situation is the double-slit experiment in physics. To this day there is no universally accepted explanation for why a subatomic (and now atomic) entity appears to be a wave or a particle only because of how it is “observed,” which is to say how some device or human being decides to measure it. Perhaps right up there with wave-particle duality in the anomalous stratosphere (and some might say teetering on the border of the seemingly supernatural) are entanglement and non-locality. Two particles that share a connection (a quantum state) remain connected no matter how far apart they are—two inches, two hundred miles, two light-years. Although no known type of signal passes between them, when the state of one particle of the pair is changed, the other particle instantaneously changes in a commensurate way. The quantum weirdness of deep-down nature has prompted many scientists to both marvel and frown. As Neils Bohr, a pioneer of quantum mechanics, so famously said: “Those who are not shocked when they first come across quantum theory cannot possibly have understood it.” Richard Feynman, another physics pioneer, especially in quantum electrodynamics, went further and said, “It is safe to say that nobody understands quantum mechanics.” Einstein rejected the idea of nonlocality, calling it “spooky action at a distance.” Perhaps it is not too much to say he found it supernatural, and so he was convinced there was an explanation that did not defy the known laws of physics. He never found it. And, after trying for many decades, scientists still have offered no adequate explanation for non-locality, although its existence is proved beyond a reasonable doubt.

I offer that discussion to rally you toward thinking about the supernatural as simply something that is (right now) anomalous—unexpected and thus open to inquiry, but beyond the grasp of current consensus knowledge and the physics of the academy. I mean . . . if quantum can rule the subatomic (and increasingly the atomic) landscape, then it is not so big a leap to think that strange, wonderful, and even shocking “supernatural” events might be evidence of some kind of other deep-down nonlocal dynamic.

Of course, anomalous events are neither unusual nor unexpected within the domain of the mystical and shamanic. As part of our Andean energy practices, especially ayni (making conscious interchanges with the living universe), we expect feedback from the living universe, and we often experience that feedback in a way that defies rational explanation and violates the norms of consensus reality. The supernatural/anomalous takes us beyond known natural laws. That is no surprise, as “meta” in the word “metaphysics” literally means “above,” “beyond,” or “after” physics. Metaphysics operates not in defiance of physics as much as in ways that extend and expand it.

here there green road signIn fact, I cannot even call what mystics and shamans experience occasionally as “anomalous,” for the ways of the liminal realms—those “in-between” realms in which we most often work— may be mysterious but they are played out in what is our normal operating theater. Their liminal nature intersects with our more mundane world, so the separation between “there” and “here” eventually blurs. What appears to be a “magical” event to those who don’t know how to work or live in shamanic or mystical ways is considered more or less normal for those of who do.

Andean paqos, especially those of the last generation, work “magically” in the most mundane and practical ways. They do not consider their mystical abilities to be anything special. My primary teacher, don Juan Nuñez del Prado, has shared several experiences of witnessing what was possible for the old paqos. And every one of these stories recounts events that were more or less just normal operating behavior for them. For example, don Juan describes what happened when he asked don Benito Qoriwaman if they were living in the time of the harmonic convergence. That was reputedly an auspicious time in the 1980s during which a particular alignment of celestial bodies would energetically impact Earth and we humans in beneficial ways. What was don Benito’s response to that question? He said, “Let’s go and see.” He walked outside and stood looking toward Cusco. Then he shook his head and said, “No.” When don Juan asked how he knew, don Benito said that the energy bubble around Cusco had not fully risen to cover the city. Only when it had done that would the time be auspicious for such energetic shifts to occur. He asked if Juan could see that himself, and when don Juan said “No,” don Benito told him to sit next to him and take hold of his leg. When he did and then looked toward the city, don Juan too could “see” (qaway, mystical vision) the energy bubble of Cusco. What this event tells us is that “supernatural” abilities were simply the norm for fully developed paqos. They were no big deal. They were useful. And they were only utilized when there was a specific purpose.

Don Juan tells of other, even more “supernatural” events he experienced while with his paqo teachers. Every one of those events occurred in the normal course of living, as part of a mundane unfolding of life. We can develop the same skills. These abilities are not unusual, the province of the few. They are a kind of metasense that we can develop. After we get over the startling acknowledgment of our own mystical abilities—after we get past our amazement and delight—we, too, mature into understanding them as simply another type of sensory awareness. They become another set of tools we can use in our lives and another cluster of abilities with which we may engage life more fully.

I believe there is an important lesson for us in understanding the way the paqos used their personal power and the types of things they could do with that power. For most of us, when we first begin a shamanic, mystical, or similar type of training, we are unfamiliar with and unsure about the “supernatural,” but also curious. We might eagerly try to trigger such experiences. Having a supernatural experience can be helpful in that it can rock our worldview, propelling us beyond the constraints of consensus reality. Transcendent or unusual events can open us to accepting that there is more to the living universe and ourselves than we have been told or taught about. Having such an experience can motivate us to study and practice. But afterwards, when we are trained and living in ayni in a metaphysical universe, these “magical” events and metaphysical abilities become normal aspects of our lives. We use our abilities in the way that best fits the moment—in other words, in useful ways. We also use these abilities sparingly, when they are appropriate or necessary. That is how it was for don Benito and the other paqos with whom don Juan trained and worked, and that is how it becomes for us.

Sometimes, it is not we who are “driving the kawsay”—influencing or perceiving the world energetically (mystically) in a particular way—but the living universe that reaches out to us. And we may have no idea why. After enough of these experiences, however, we come to trust them rather than to question them. Entanglement - Pixabay - ai-generated-8139010_1920As an example of the universe “reaching out,” consider this example. I was talking the other day with a friend, recounting an experience of this sort that I had not thought about in decades. Back in the early 1990s, I was gathered with a small group of friends in a shamanic drumming circle. We each drummed and undertook a shamanic journey. During mine, at one point, apropos of nothing, I heard the “message” that I needed to acquire the feather of a sandhill crane. What? I wondered if there was such a creature and, if there was, why I needed one its feathers. After the circle, we gathered to share a meal, and during conversation I mentioned that I had received this “message.” The man whose house we were at listened, got up and left the room, and a few minutes later came back with a tawny-colored feather about ten inches long. It was a sandhill crane feather, and without a word he handed it to me as a gift.

Why did I need that feather? I had no idea. I just accepted that it would be useful in some way. Years later, I and two others were invited to the ancestral home of our full-blood Diné (Navajo) friend. During our visit, he pulled me aside and asked me join him for a walk. I had that feather with me on that trip, and I tucked it into my backpack. He took me to his father’s grave (which is unusual because the Diné usually don’t linger around graves) and told me about his father. During his sharing, he mentioned that somehow (I no longer remember how) his father was connected to the sandhill crane totem. Ah! Now I knew. I silently opened my backpack, removed the feather from the red cloth in which I had wrapped it, and laid it on the grave. And that was that.

Did having the sandhill crane feather to offer as an honoring of my friend’s father really matter? Probably not. The private talk was what mattered. However, the feather certainly was a nice touch. And maybe it was important to the universal consciousness or the spirit of his father in some way. To this day, I don’t know. It just was what it was.

We all have similar experiences. And lest you think, in my practicality, that I am dismissing them as unimportant or ho-hum, no. That is not why I present these kinds of experiences in the way that I am. The factuality of my presentation is meant to show us how deep our connections of ayni can go and how natural the energy dynamics of interconnection can become. From these types of anomalous events, we can gain not just knowledge of the energy dynamics of the living universe but experience of an interconnected universe. These experiential events bestow gifts upon us. What gifts? Let me call out five: attention, focus, awareness, curiosity, and engagement.

Anomalous experiences get our attention. Through that attention we can begin to enlarge our focus from the material, physical world to the liminal (in-between, metaphysical) realms to which we had previously been inattentive, dismissive, or even blind. Focus may lead to the development of awareness. Awareness is the gateway to everything! Especially to our restrictions. When we become aware of the liminal realms, we also are provided an opportunity to consider how we have been restricting our engagement with thepuzzle-Piro - Pixabay 3476931_1280 world. We then might begin to loosen those restrictions. We previously may have attached to the belief that such experiences are random events from which we, in our illogic and scientific naiveté, are assigning a superstitious meaning. From our family, religion, science, education, society, and culture, we absorbed the idea that rationality and logic are among the highest of human qualities. They told us (and many continue to tell us) that belief in the liminal is magical thinking. However, when we expand our awareness and begin to experience the liminal, we soften the hold of such restrictive beliefs. We make room for curiosity. We could retreat almost immediately into denial of our experiences, but most of us become intensely curious.

I use the word “curiosity” as a catch-all term for a host of endeavors: releasing presuppositions about what we think we know, expanding our tolerance for the novel, widening the scope of the possible, and opening ourselves to the anomalous. These are qualities shared by almost all explorers and adventurers—and even by scientists. They also are qualities common to shamans and mystics. Curiosity becomes the springboard to experience, and experience is the springboard to engagement. Ultimately, we begin to understand our experiences not through the belief lens of magical thinking but through the first-hand experiential reality of our mystical engagement. We bring our whole self into reciprocal engagement with the whole of nature and the whole of the living universe. We move from dualistic thinking (either-or: real world vs imaginal world, physics vs superstition) to a dialectical one (both-and: physical world and metaphysical world, sensory awareness and supersensory awareness). We truly begin to live in ayni, for when we open ourselves to more of “reality,” more of “reality” opens itself to us.

Global Summit on Spiritual Awakening

 

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I welcome you to join me and the dedicated team at Shamans Directory for the free “Gathering at The Cosmic Fire Summit,” which unfolds over five days: 07-11 October 2024. The summit brings to the world an impressive array of shamanic, mystical, and earth-based healers, teachers, and wisdom-keepers to share their insights about what awakening means and how we each may follow the call to live a conscious, joyful life in alignment with our own Spirit, and with Nature and the living universe.

Every year Shamans Directory—a nonprofit, online global directory created to bring shamanic, mystical, and earth-based healing, wisdom, and medicine to the world’s doorstep—gathers some of the most respected wisdom teachers to sit with you at the, “one fire” and share the “one medicine.” Their yearly global summit is an opportunity to meet some of these teachers and practitioners and become more empowered through their gracious offerings. And it’s all free!

The more than 40 honored wisdom-keepers who will be speaking this year include elders from Original, Indigenous, and First Nation Peoples, and Western-born shamanic and mystical practitioners from across the continents. They have dedicated their lives to forwarding the world’s living lineages to us in our time and forward for the benefit of future generations.

I am pleased to be one of the featured presenters, speaking about “Awakening What’s Within You,” and offering a more than 5,000-word article describing the “Seven Signposts Along the Spiritual Journey” as my free summit gift to you. During my talk and in this article, I identify seven common features of a spiritual awakening and journey, from the Call to the Crisis to the Disengagement to the Reconnection. At some point during our journey, we will find ourselves at one or more of these stages of awakening, so knowing about them may help us move with more grace through the difficult stages and propel us more purposefully through all the stages.

The offerings during this summit are impressive in their scope and inspiring in their content. This list is a sampling of the speakers and their subjects: 

  • Grandmother Jyoti Ma – Cosmic Fire 2024 Opening Ceremony
  • Sandra Ingerman – Practicing Shamanism in a Modern Day World
  • Elio Geusa – From Plant to Spirit: The Shipibo Path to Spiritual Awakening
  • Heather Ash Amara – Wild Willing Wisdom: When to Paddle, When to Rest, and When to Jump Naked into the River of Life
  • Don Jorge Luis Delegado – The Inka: The Culture of Light
  • Yeye Luisah Teish – OriVisions: Understanding Universal Consciousness through a Cultural Lens
  • Doña Agustina Ccapa Champi and Doña Monica Q’espi Flores – Ñust’as and Ñust’a Paqos: The Female Wisdom Lineage of Q’ero
  • Wolf Marinez – Ceremony and Life: The Source of a Continual Waking Up
  • Karen Ward – Ancient Irish Goddess Wisdom: Preserving the Lineage for Us Today
  • Patricia Aywan Lehman – Sophia Rising: Opening Our Hearts to Awaken the Wisdom Within
  • Christina Allen – Every Initiation Is a Death and a Rebirth
  • John ‘Crow’ MacKinnon – First the Sleep, Then the Awakening
  • Magaly Quispe Singona and Nelida Vilca Huaman – Choosing to Walk the Medicine Path
  • Joan Parisi Wilcox: Awakening What’s Within You
  • Renee Baribeau – From the Eye of the Storm, Embracing Dismemberment for True Healing
  • Lei’ohu Ryder – Weaving a Rainbow of Aloha: Departing on the Sacred Journey of Light
  • Elizabeth B Jenkins – Phantia Qolla: The Feminine Mystical Wisdom of the Q’ero
  • David Cumes – Connecting with Primal Indigenous Wisdom: The Original Medicine which Will Never Change

And this list includes fewer than half of the presenters. You won’t want to miss any of the rich, insightful offerings that are focused on helping each of us step into the light and walk with illumination.

Each day of the seminar, nine interviews will be featured (pre-recorded). Once you register, they are available for free for two days from the time they aired. If you would like to have lifetime unlimited access to the videos, there is a modest fee of $55 USD.

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Letting the Future In

There is a famous quotation from Graham Greene’s novel The Power and the Glory that is the impetus for this post: “There is always one moment in childhood when the door opens and lets the future in.”

Take a moment to probe into the depths of your memory. Which moment from your past stands out as the one that more definitively than any other event “let the future in”?

Consider that moment, that insight, and now ask yourself: “Was the future that arose from the energy of that event one that has uplifted and inspired me or derailed or stymied me?” In other words, did that occurrence push you on track or off track from where you hoped to go in your life?

In the Andean tradition, we might assess our answer to that question in terms of our Inka Muyu, the energetic Inka Seed that represents our Spirit. Our Inka Seed holds within it the fullness of our physical and metaphysical capacities and thus the potential to live the most authentic and unique expression of ourselves. Did the moment that opened the door to a certain kind of future bind you closer to your Inka Seed or distance you from it? Your answer is one worth spending some time both appreciating and investigating.

The word “future” comes from the Latin futurus, which is itself based on the roots fu—grow or become—and esse—to be. When we examine a past occurrence that was pivotal to letting “the future in,” what we are doing is examining who we have become and why we have become the person we are now. We cannot change the past, and we may not want to if we are accepting of who we are now. On the other hand, if that occurrence deflected us from a future we once imagined, longer for, or planned, then there may be nothing more important than acknowledging how our past has adversely influenced the conditions of our present life. Doing so is not to blame ourselves or others, or to wallow in regrets. Rather it is to understand, no matter how dimly or brightly, that the acknowledgement itself of the importance of that past moment resets the clock so that this moment, rather than that past moment, can be the door that opens to a new future. That is the beauty of the future: it unfolds from the now.

Of course, it is not easy to reframe the past, especially if the moment that derailed us from living more fully from our Inka Seed was a difficult or even a traumatic one. We drop into our feelings and call upon our willpower to marshal the intent to do our inner work. The aphorism “If not now, when?” applies. As C.S. Lewis famously said of the relationship between past and future, “You can’t go back and change the beginning, but you can start where you are and change the ending.” There are no shortages of aphorisms, inspirational quotations, and advice about how to change our lives. But, as they say, talk is cheap. To move forward, we connect with our atiy—the energy of “I can do it!”—and our khuyay, our passion for change and growth.

We also bring our attention to our qosqo ñawi, the mystical eye of our belly and the center of our power. This is the energy center from which we most attach to the world. Our attachments to the past often are anchored in our unconscious, and so we may not even be consciously aware of how and why we are attached to something or someone from our past. We might swear we are over “it.” But deep in the shadow of our psyche that event or relationship is influencing what we allow as possible for ourselves. What I know from my own experience and that of others is that if we are not happy with who we are nowOld Ways sign AdobeStock cropped_92015208 and what our life is like right now, we will never see a brighter future without first looking into the dim shadows of our past.

Being courageous enough to take a good long look at our wounds or regrets does not mean we revive them or relive the past. Working energetically, rather than psychoanalytically, we can “meet ourselves anew” by seeing that wound both as part of our beingness and as a being unto itself. Dr. Lewis Mehl-Madrona, a pioneer of narrative medicine, suggests that when we do this kind of inner work, we are encountering our wound as a being who helps us acknowledge the energy of that wound while also allows us to maintain an objective distance from it. In the following quotation, he is talking about illness. I am replacing the word “illness” with the word “wound” in square brackets. “[Our wound] can be conceptualized as one thread that runs through life, just as multiple themes may run through a novel. [A wound] wants to be recognized, for it is not just a theme. It is also a character. It has a life. It has its own story. It has its own spirit. Small miracles can occur when it is recognized. It rejoices when recognized. [A wound] is a kind of person who wants to be encountered.”

We meet our wound as an independent being and allow it to tell its story as the owner of that story. Rather than being ensnared in that story, we listen simply as a witness to and receiver of it. Rather than struggling to set ourselves free from the energy of this past event and our emotional entanglement in it, we listen and hear so that the telling of the story by someone other than us—in this case by the wound itself—might that wound/being to release its attachment to us as we release our attachment to it. In the Andean tradition, this reciprocity is called ayni. What I am suggesting is that we experience this aspect of our past not as an event that has trapped us but one that serves as a springboard to a revisioning of the now and of our future. The process may help us to unleash life-force energy instead of suppress it.

The Andean mystical tradition has practices that ask us to do just that: to light our way forward from a dark or heavy past energy imprint. For example, in the wachay practice we look back at both the light and heavy aspects of our past and release the hold the heaviness has on us through a saminchakuy. We give our heaviness to Mother Earth as a sacred offering. Don Juan has said that wachay, which is a Quechua term that means “to be born,” is the premiere practice for healing our past, for rebirthing ourselves into the now, from which we can walk forward into the future through consciousness choice and will. We Reaching Full Potential Speedometer Tracking Goalbecome the owners of our stories instead of them owning us.

To empower us to look forward and to catalyze a more glorious future, we have a practice called mallkichakuy. In this practice, we send energy ahead of ourselves, to our potential future, and touch our sixth-level selves. A sixth-level human being is one who is enlightened, who is living fully from his or her Inka Seed. Using the energetic image of a mallki, a sacred tree, we catalyze our own growth. We touch the energy of our possible future sixth-level self, fertilizing ourselves for living one day as a more fully conscious person, one who is whole and healed.

In terms of our mystical body, in the Andean mystical tradition our primary power center for action is the qosqo, the belly or navel area. The human capacity that we develop at this energetic center is khuyay. Khuyay usually is described by my mentor, don Juan Nuñez del Prado, as “passion.” It is not passion in the erotic sense, but is instead a force that motivates us to take action in the world—in both the outer world and our own inner world. Khuyay also is the persistence and resiliency to keep trying to do what we want despite any challenges and obstacles that may arise. Khuyay is a life-force energy that helps us keep moving forward.

Don Juan extends the meaning of khuyay to include what we know about psychology, for, he says, khuyay can be thought of as emotional intelligence. The qosqo, as the power center from which we most interact with the world and our fellow human beings, is the center from which we put out all kinds of seqes—energetic cords of connection. As I indicated previously, it is from the qosqo ñawi that we most connect with the world and attach to events, people, values, beliefs, and so on. Khuyay is the quality of our attachments. We can be in relationship with another person in healthy ways, such as from love and friendship, from caring for that person’s well-being and valuing and respecting their autonomy, and so on. Or we can be attached in unhealthy—or hucha-filled (heavy)—ways. We can be controlling and domineering; we can impose our own needs and wants on others, often in the guise of caring for them, helping them, or even loving them. The same dynamic applies to our beliefs and values. We can be attached to a message imprinted in us from childhood, such as “I am not good enough,” or “I am not lovable.” Or we can be attached to the idea (or expectation) of struggle, disappointment, poverty, isolation, so that we keep acting them out or inviting them into our lives.

As we look back at an influential moment in our past that shackled our future choices, hopes, and dreams, we can bring self-inquiry to what kind of khuyay relationship we have with it. Are our khuyay attachments to that particular past inflection point healthy or unhealthy? Are we attached to that moment so strongly and stubbornly (and usually unconsciously) that it actually seems to dominate our present life and portend the quality of our future life? Are we attached to a past wound because it has become an excuse for our not even trying to realize our dreams? Have we straitjacketed ourselves through perpetual pity for ourselves? Even years or decades after the event, are we still seeking an apology, justice, or even retribution? We can benefit not from analysis so much as from energetic insight. What feelings, needs, and desires are energetic cords binding us to our past and thus preventing us from carrying the torch of new light forward to remake our current life and call in the future that we prefer? Energetically releasing these attachments by whatever means we choose can reset our personal timeline. We can reset the clock to “now” and open a new door that lets in a future more aligned with our Inka Seed.

Musing About Kawsay, Sami, and K’anchay: Part 2

In last month’s blog, I discussed some of the qualities, characteristics, similarities, and differences (and mysteries and paradoxes) of the kawsay pacha, kawsay, and sami. I ended by musing about the nature of sami (the light living energy) versus k’anchay (visible light). Here I will become even more speculative as I Green backgroundconsider the mystical implications of k’anchay. K’anchy as visible light is reducible to photons, and the nature of light/photons is an immensely interesting (and paradoxical) study. Taking even a brief look into it can bring us full circle: from the unmanifest realm of the Kawsay Pacha to the manifest material world of the Pachamama and sami and k’anchay, and then back to the immaterial Kawsay Pacha.

The photon is the smallest “packet” or “quanta” of light energy. A standard interpretation among physicists is that light (or the photon) has, like most quantum entities, a dual nature as both wave and particle.* They say it really is not either a wave or a particle until a measurement is made. Or, alternatively, it is a superposition—it is both wavelike and particle-like at the same time until its wavefunction is “collapsed” and it reveals itself singularly as having the characteristics of either a wave or a particle. This quality of being indefinable or essentially unknowable before it is apprehended in some way and takes on distinct qualities is rather like kawsay (the living energy): it is both being and non-being.

Another way that k’anchay, as light or photons, shares similarities with kawsay is that neither a photon nor kawsay has mass, but both have energy. They have energy because neither is ever at rest. Kawsay’s nature is to move unimpeded, and light’s movement dictates the universal constant of motion (in a vacuum): the speed of light, or 186,000 miles per second. As Einstein said, “Nothing happens until something moves.” Currently physicists tell us that theoretically we can approach the speed of light, but nothing that has any mass can ever reach the speed of light. That’s because the acceleration to reach light-speed would require an infinite amount of energy. At the speed of light, there is no space or time. So, there is no duration, distance, or direction of motion. At the speed of light (and perhaps of kawsay), the universe collapses down to . . . what? Nothing that we can define without using metaphysical language. Kawsay and light (from their perspective, rather than ours) exist in what amounts to an unmanifest, dimensionless, atemporal state. Theoretically and mystically speaking, it might be as accurate to say that kawsay and photons are nothing, nowhere, never as it is to say they are everything, everywhere, always.

Another correlation is that Andean paqos say that everything is made of kawsay (or sami as an expressionDNA with light cropped - Pixabay -8346570_1920 of the most refined kawsay) and scientists tell us that everything relies on photon interactions. The paqo view is that without kawsay or sami there would be no manifest world and, thus, no physical life. Scientists reach the same conclusion about the primacy of photons. Without photons there would be no mass. Photons create the electromagnetic force, which means that without them there would be no atoms. Atoms are the foundation of chemical elements. Without chemistry, there is no life. Therefore, without kawsay and without photons there would be no manifest universe.

I have mentioned only a few of light’s/photons’ characteristics (and even paradoxes) from our perspective. But what is reality like from a photon’s perspective?

I first came across this provocative question in a book by astrophysicist Bernard Haisch. His astronomy-focused scientific research had stoked his curiosity about the nature of light. The deeper he probed into the nature of photons, the more he began to stop resisting beliefs he previously would have labelled as outlandish, or even kooky. One of the core beliefs that arose from his thinking about light (photons) is that consciousness must be prior to matter. (See his book The God Theory: Universes, Zero-Point Fields, and What’s Behind It All.) While his question about a photon’s “perspective” blatantly anthropomorphizes photons (as he acknowledges) and must be cast in metaphoric language (as he acknowledges), it nevertheless sets us up for an interesting thought experiment. (He is not the only scientist who has asked the following kinds of questions about the nature of photons.)

Haisch explains that if we look up into the night sky and see a dim object such as a distant star or galaxy, the reason we are seeing it at all is because photons of light from that star or galaxy travel through space and are absorbed into our retinas. Our brains then interpret that flow of electromagnetic energy to construct an image. He uses the example of looking at the Andromeda galaxy. According to clock time, that light takes two million years to travel from Andromeda to our retinas. When the electromagnetic signal is processed by our brains, we see the faint flow of that galaxy.

Now flip the scenario around to the perspective of the photons. What would photons experience?

Haisch writes, “For a beam of light itself, however, things look different. Instead of radiating from some star in the Andromeda Galaxy and racing through space for two million years, every single photon sees Andromeda galaxy NASAJPL-Caltech, Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons 2itself, metaphorically speaking, as born and instantaneously absorbed into your eye. It is one single jump that takes no time at all, according to the theory of special relativity. That’s because, in the reference frame of a particle traveling at the speed of light, all distances shrink to zero and time collapses to nothing. From its own perspective, the photon of light leaps instantaneously from there to here because distance has no place in its existence. We can almost say that the photon was created because it has someplace to land and, in an instant, it jumped from there to here, even across two million light years of space from our perspective.”

Once we fully absorb that scenario, we might ask, as Haisch does, “Is it even possible for a photon to exist if it has no place to go?” This question, he says, is “unresolved in both physics and metaphysics.” But he maintains that “there must be a deep meaning in these physical facts—a deep truth about the simultaneous interconnection of all things. . . .”

Haisch has come to believe that there is an unmanifest realm that is First Cause and that the manifest realm is a subtraction from it. Additionally, he presupposes that there must be a Creator Consciousness—God if you will, although this is an Unmanifest God that is beyond human conceptualization. He further concludes (as do Andeans mystics and the mystics of other traditions, and even some scientists) that consciousness is the driving force of creation, and so consciousness is more fundamental than matter.

Haisch’s speculation makes me think of a line from the song “Sleeping at Last,” by the Palestinian group Saturn: Perhaps “the universe was made just to be seen by my eyes.” Interesting metaphysical speculation. . . . There actually is a lot to say about this idea in terms of the Andean concept of ayni (energetic interchanges, reciprocity) and qaway (clear-seeing, simultaneously apprehending both the metaphysical and physical realms), but space prohibits me from taking you down that rabbit hole except in the most superficial of ways.

Drawing together the points I have made in these two blog posts and wrapping up all this speculation, we could say, along with other mystics and scientists such as Haisch, that the nature of the unmanifest realm (the Kawsay Pacha) is a creational essence (God, Consciousness, Source, the All That Is) and the creational force is kawsay, or the life-force. The photon is similar to sami in that it is foundational to there being a manifest, physical world. Movement from the photon’s perspective also is similar to the flow of sami andEntanglement - Pixabay - ai-generated-8139010_1920 the relational interaction of ayni (reciprocity, energy interchanges). Both sami and ayni operate in nonlocal ways. Nonlocality means that certain entities are connected (“entangled” in the parlance of physics) in ways that are not subject to the constraints of time and space. Thus, there can be instantaneous correlations between two entities that were once in contact but have become separated. No matter how far apart they are, they can instantaneously respond as a pair even though there is no known type of information-bearing signal passing between them. What happens to one affects the other regardless of whether they are separated by three inches, three feet, three miles, or three light-years.

From the perspective of mysticism, this is true of us. We are, to once again paraphrase Sri Aurobindo, where God-Spirit meets God-matter, and our separation from Creator is an illusion. Through ayni, which is an exchange (and feedback loop) of intention/consciousness, we are in an instantaneous nonlocal and reciprocal relationship with the living universe, with whatever “God” is in the unmanifest and manifest realms. Our ayni in the physical world may also be nonlocal, but until we have reach advanced levels of consciousness (fifth, sixth, and seventh levels), we do not yet have infallible ayni, and so we can at best only influence the material world, not change it or control aspects of it. (We occasionally may be able to change or control something in the physical world, just not consistently; certainly not infallibly, as can those with more perfect ayni. For most of us, it’s hit or miss.)

All of this speculation is just that, of course—speculation. But it is perhaps one reason to admire the way don Juan and don Benito explained who we are as human beings and as metaphysical beings: we are Drops of the Mystery. Perhaps the manifest realm is, as so many mystics say, the way that Creator knows itself. To have any sense of Itself, It must split into an Other. We are part of that Other, while simultaneously being part of the originating Creator. I tell my students that if we think of ourselves in this way, the momentous consequence is that in the flow of ayni, we are the feedback to Creator’s ayni. Ayni is a process of intent, followed by action, followed by feedback. How would you perceive yourself and your life differently if you granted legitimacy to the premise that you (and every aspect of how you are in life) are Creator’s feedback about one aspect of its own True Nature?

Acceding to this premise, we can better understand how the universe was created just to be seen by our eyes. Each of us is the center of the universe! This point of view might motivate us in our mystical practice to learn mastery of the self: to be able to absorb everything in “reality” without rejection so that we can live as a being who radiates the All. In other words, to master ourselves is to perfect our ayni so that someday we achieve the sixth-level of consciousness, that of the enlightened human being. And as a literally “enlightened” human being, as a physical-mystical being of pure sami, each of us would visibly glow with k’anchay.

When we are perfect absorbers of sami and so glow with the light of k’anchy, we would live as what and who we truly are: an aspect of Creator. We would have all the abilities of Creator available to us here in the human world. The Andean prophecy of our creating a “heaven” on Earth allows us to understand that achieving such a state of being requires that we achieve a japu in our yanantin nature. Yanantin means the complement of the differences, which when harmonized creates a Whole or Unity (japu). The Whole in this context means that we realize and live from both our God-nature and our human nature in a perfectly integrated, harmonious way. In the view of science, we would be a superposition: expressing both our wave nature and our particle nature simultaneously.

Many mystical texts and adepts express this same relationship far more poetically. As I have already pointed out, don Juan Nuñez del Prado and don Benito Qoriwaman said, “We are drops of the Mystery.” The Indian mystic Kabir reveals the entangled, nonlocal relationship embedded in that metaphor: “All know that the drop merges into the ocean, but few know that the ocean merges into the drop.” I believe that these musings about the relational energy dynamics of the Kawsay Pacha, kawsay, sami, and k’anchay lead us to this same truth.

*This view about the complementary nature of particles is part of what’s called the Copenhagen Interpretation of quantum mechanics, which was developed by Danish physicist Neils Bohr. It is not universally accepted. In fact, some physicists say it is a misinterpretation of the nature of particles because of the messiness of trying to describe physics concepts in language instead of mathematics. The alternative view is that everything is particle in nature, and the wavelike properties arise only because of probability distributions. Here is one such explanation: “[T]here is no reason to say that quantum entities are ever really waves. Rather, the probabilities of where we will observe them in an experiment can be conveniently determined by the calculus of the Schrödinger equation, proposed in 1926 in response to de Broglie, which is formally analogous to a kind of wave equation. But a wave of what? Not of a physical thing – a density or field – but of a probability. The distribution of these probabilities, when observed over many repeated experiments (or a single experiment with many identical particles), echoes the amplitude distribution of classical waves, showing for example the interference effects of the famous double-slit experiment.” https://www.chemistryworld.com/opinion/a-common-misunderstanding-about-wave-particle-duality/4019585.article